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Is bullshit. Not now. I'm just not ready. I keep wanting to turn back. Can't tell if I'm being stupid. Jokes we make together can actually hurt sometimes. I pretend the hurt isn't there, but it dangles itself in front of me and laughs because it knows I can't reach out to it and swipe it away. Then sometimes, there's this look he...
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The Ending
5 years and no longer counting. I cannot describe how much I am going to miss this, or how much otherwise I wish this situation is. Honestly, I cannot believe it, cannot come into terms with it. I can dream up situations where he will change his mind or come back weeks later to say it was a bad mistake, but it has...
